Can't sleep. Maybe a midnight snack will help.....it doesn't. I go to bed and fall into dream land...I hear a melody...I awaken. I check the time 12:16 Call #1. I hear the same words over and over again. "I miss you, I love you, I can't be without you" Pity stirs up inside me. I calm the voice on the other end and hinder the noise. I hang up. I fall into my void again. I awaken. Call #2 I check the time 12:46 a.m. The word Stalker appears as the name. I answer --Why? I don't know. It's 12:46 in the morning I don't know what I'm doing.... I hear the noise on the other end. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to treat you bad I'm really sorry"....silence. confusion.......I reply. "You're forgiven?."....I hear the Explosion on the other end "You've changed you're not the same.....".......silence....confusion......frustration.....tightening of the jaws....I hang up. Head downstairs for a midnight snack. Get online and write on my blog. Does this make me feel any better....yes. Thank you God is all I can say. Thank you for the frustrations in life.
Look at the time and name it as my title....Good night world
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